Praise Him

You might wonder what the title means, well some of you might have the idea whom I am referring to. Its HIM, God Almighty. I would just like to express with this blog entry the gratitude I've felt for the many blessings He has showered me. First and foremost, the ranking for the graduating class was announced last Monday and guess what? I got the 3rd place... I can't believe that I've made it to the top 3 due to the fact that my rank on the first grading was more or less off the beaten track. I mean, I ranked number.. *toot* nevermind the number.. haha. Well I confessed I really did not pay much attention to my studies during the first grading for so many reason, one of which is I think too much inspiration? Some might say that it should bring the positive side and enliven you but for me it plays the opposite way around.. But wait, here's the big catch why I was so shocked of my final ranking. I wasn't able to attend the flag ceremony last Monday morning to where the candidates for honors was announced yet I saw Mady, one of my Bf'z [Blue fellynx],our group name] and told me I was only the 2nd honorable mention. I faked a smile but deep inside I know I'm not satisfied with what I've heard. Then we headed to our room and on the way I saw my classmates greeting me a smile while saying congratz. Then I felicitated our Valedictorian and likewise she did the same. I told her "See? I got only the 4th place." She disagree and told me, "No yer not!" You're our 1st honorable mention." I didn't believed at her at first and thought that she was just trying to comfort me for the disappointment I have for myself but my Bf'z seconded and agreed with what Tin2 said earlier. Flabbergasted as I am, I freaked out and bloviate thanking Papa Jesus endlessly. After long terrifying nights, thank God my prayer was answered. Thank God, Madz was mistaken with the info of what she'd heard..hehe. Am I going OT or might as well ranting? hehe. My pardon. I was just soo happy because this time I haven't disappointed my parents with my ranking not like in my junior years..huhu. So that was it, the first blessing I had. I also got the result for the entrance examination in two universities I'm intending to continue my tertiary education and I passed them all. Thanks to Him. Yet I am still in great trouble deciding on what course am I going to take up. The third blessing that I received from Papa Jesus is that I was also the one chosen to be given the biggest award in the field of journalism in our school coming from senate [that was according to our school paper adviser] nevertheless I'll also receive the Leadership Award due to I'm the President of the Supreme Student Government [SSG]. The award for the journalism is not supposed to be given to me but to our Salutatorian which was our Associate Editor since I already got one of the biggest award which is the Leadership award, one of the teachers who had their deliberation protests against me saying that it's it would be unfair if two major awards are to be given to me thinking that I'm only the first honorable mention compared to our salut. But think of this, how would it be so unfair when I've dedicated and hammered away all my efforts not to think that I've exploited all my talents in the said field and grab the chance to be labelled as the schools paper's Editor-in-chief? Bragging eh?!? harhar. I'm just giving justice to something I think worth for me. Thank God Mrs. Montaño [our school paper adviser] defended me and fought that I am deserving to be given the award. All these things are possible because of HIM that's why I'm returning all the glory and praises to HIM. To God be the Glory!!!!!



I'm almost at the peak of the world [not quite] except for one thing missing.. gooddnight everyone.

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On the Fritz

This is still a bad day. I sleep late around 3:55 dawn and woke up at 10am with a large eyebags.haha. I can't help myself thinking of something..perhapjavascript:void(0)s him? I wanna know what he was doing at this moment, how's him? God! Ok I admit, I'm just pretending to be fine.. I laugh so hard yet deep inside me, pieces are broken,shattered, cracked, smashed, damaged, ruined, destroyed, wrecked..! Whatever you wanna call it, the worst of the worst!! Am I too emotional? Well you can't blame me. If you were to put yourself on my shoes I know you'd feel the same or much more with it. I lost my communication with him for quiet a week now then just last hour he pm'd. I just don't know what to say. I'm not that comfortable to talk to him now that he's starting to become cold to me. It's normal. Or it wasn't? I really don't know what to do especially when he asked how am I doing. I damn wanted to answer him back, "still loving you in silence".... But you know what I replied? "OK lhan".. EEEeer sucks! Now you know how stupid I am!! I was trying to get away from him, I mean make some distance. And demmit, I'm starting it now. But I guess you already know what my heart really tells. I'm just pretending to be fine.. Pretending that it's not hurting me. But the truth is... [better not continue]*bust. I'm starting to smashed up, die little by little. The worst enemy I had at this moment is myself! My old damn self!! Fighting back what I feel that despite of what happened, I'm still, deeply continuing to love him. But the thing I was afraid to hear from him is his refusal for this love I'm willing to give, only for him. I don't wanna talk about who made the mistake, who initiated. All I want now is a peace of mind and perhaps acceptance? Maybe not. I just don't know. Sorry of being so emotional. I'm just bursting my feelings out coz I can't handle the pain anymore. Papa Jesus Help me pls. And before I end my emotional post, I just wanna share to you this quote:

Someone asked me, "are you not tired of gettin hurt by someone you love?" I replied, "I still can handle it". "Til when?", he asked. I just smiled and said, "Until he gets tired of hurting me"

Kinda attached to that quote eh? *wallbash. Btw, I'll just add more before I finally end this ranting of mine, this eve I saw Kua Pen2x at the bbq stand. He was the one who accommodated us while we were on Manila with our teacher and my vice-pres to attend Leadership Training. Seeing him around[kua pen2] just reminded me of him (< /3 ) when we met last September,4. Complicated? eer, it's a long story, you wouldn't mind reading it then. *grin. But to make it short, him and I met at the terminal going to Baguio with my teacher and were just pretending to be friends when in fact we're really lovers that time coz it's forbidden for me to have a boyfie yet. So that was it! See? Almost all things I encounter reminds me of him. Now tell me how can I make myself stop loving him when he's all I think and prayed to be with every minute? Hayz.

Again!

Eeer.. I have this new blog.. Another one eh? haha. Yep, you heard me, another damn blog. I was soo bored and I wanted myself to get busy with something and with that very inquisitive and playful mind of mine, or lets just say a mere procrastination of mine, viola this blog was created. I actually have four blogs here in blogspot. Imagine that! Four pathetic blogs. *grin. And take note, I've mentioned only my blogspot account, how about those free domains? haha. I've also registered a while ago a new co.cc domain but because it wasn't running yet I'll enjoy myself with this blogger account. Whew! At last I feel satisfied with my simple neat theme. The simpliest of all really. I'll update my two other blogs. Keep safe!